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Original: 4/23/2009 2:55 PM
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Thursday, April 23, 2009

 Broken


Im just not in the mood to post pictures from my bday or from the current roadtrip..
so all the 'happy happy' outings will just have to wait abit longer..

Sometimes the most unexpected things hurts the most.
after all the relationships, people i tend to trust the most and love the most hurt me the most.
and this time it was just to another extent.
Really broke my heart.

how can people whom i thought love me chose to believe the worst in me.
the choice to believe i can bring out the worst in me and I would actually behave that way.
things that usually anyone that knows me, nevertheless those whom i love would know that I would never do such things as it just wasnt me to be that way.
taking one step back,apologising for the way things turned out, wasnt even enough..
what else is there left to do when a relationship u thought meant the world to you somehow just doesnt seem that way from the other side..
Is there a point trying to save something if it is one sided?
Maybe i am a bad hearted person afterall, someone not meant to be missed and not meant to be treasured.
Maybe they decided to walk away, maybe the love just wasnt there anymore..


Irregardless of how much i want to try fix this, i dont know whether i can. The feeling is just numb.
Hurt me more than i ever expected.

However the love was with no regrets


 Posted 4/23/2009 2:55 PM - 16 Views - 0 eProps - 1 Comment

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hey you.

i understand how it feels like to go through a lot. However, in this case, you dont have to feel apologetic because you poured out everything into the relationship and it just worked out, and DONT you ever think you're a bad hearted person because you clearly poured your heart out into this relationship. and clearly, there's one thing people have to learn:

the people who cherish them deeply, deserve to be cherished back and loved deeply :)

So if shit happens, just find other people who cherishes you deeply and caresfor you, just as much or even more than you do so for them :)

just remember that you're definitely going to have your friends around in order to support you in case anything happens.remember to talk to them because you cant keep this pain in without telling someone. It can seriously just make someone explode. find some comfort and a listening ear.

Just my two cents :)

Posted 4/24/2009 1:33 PM by anonymous - reply


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